we went to grandma's room. at first i thought she was just sleeping, until i started to observe that she wasn't hooked to any machines. there was the stench that people give of when they die, and her lips looked different. my uncle was crying and holding her. i had to ask dad whether or not she was still alive. it made me feel like an idiot, or maybe it was because i was in denial.
these next few weeks are going to be hard. the wake will be tomorrow and the funeral is this weekend. i am amazed at my mom, despite suffering so much, she is able to pull through and make all the funeral arrangements like ordering flowers, contacting everyone, and so on.
the thing that hurts about my grandma's passing are the missed oppurtunities. i should have spent more time with her, played more of her favorite puzzle games, talked with her and learnabout what her life was like when she was in china and once she came to america. now there's nothing.
- Current Mood:empty
I'm pretty sure that the studio who made the animated features lampooning the saccharine fairytales would rather file a Chapter 11 than work with them. Also, let's not forget Chris Sanders and Brenda Chapman ditched the toxic rat because of creative issues, so keep dreaming.
But I'm glad the answer was shut down with a blunt NO.
- Current Mood: annoyed
I also finally, FINALLY passed my road test yesterday. Now I can go out for food and other stuff.
- Current Mood: jubilant
- Current Music:Test Drive - John Powell
- Current Mood: ecstatic
- Current Mood: depressed
Your result for Which Dwarf from The Hobbit are you?...
25% Extroversion, 47% Intuition, 41% Attachment and 38% Organisation!
Congratulations, you are most like DWALIN, brother of Balin, and second in command in the Company of Thorin Oakenshield. Dwalin is a renowned warrior and proficient with weapons of all kinds, in particular his battle axes, Ukhlat and Umraz. You have strong observational skills, taking an interest in the mechanics of how things work. The pursuit of this curiosity gives you the unique ability to be highly adaptable in manipulating tools in their environments, and achieving mastery in their usage.
You approach your environment in a practical and logical manner, addressing the problems at hand. You are highly adaptable and independent, making you good at responding quickly and appropriately in emergencies. This leads you to pursue action and thrill-seeking activities. These attributes have helped Dwalin out of numerous tight spots during his years of battling and hardship. Your greatest strengths lie in your autonomy and resourcefulness.
Some people perceive you as detached, as you prefer complex problems and mechanics that you can apply your logic to, rather than the messy emotions of other people. You enjoy having your personal space, with ability to be independent and spontaneous. This need to distance yourself from people makes you come off as critical and guarded to those who don’t have your trust. Dwalin will follow none except those who have earned his respect, but when they have he is fiercely loyal to the last. He would willingly lay down his life for Thorin.
1. Casino Royale
2. Tomorrow Never Dies
4. Licence to Kill
6. Die Another Day
7. For Your Eyes Only
9. The World Is Not Enough
10. The Man with the Golden Gun
12. Diamonds are Forever
13. Live and Let Die
- Current Mood:serious
Nah... not really, still have to study and read. :(
Also I don't know what's happening to me, but lately I've been going back to childhood times, which involves searching up youtube videos of old computer games like Cluefinders, Putt-Putt, and Freddi Fish. Dunno when I'll snap out of it.
- Current Mood: nostalgic